I see myself as a rainbow ball; A bright colored rainbow ball. I explode with life and excitement; Feeling thorough with enlightenment.
Sometimes I’m just a trifle; Like part of a sherry trifle; Not the creamy sprinkely top, Not the sherry jelly pop;
But the wet biscuit base, Not a rainbow can I face; I see myself as different things; Not sure what each new day brings.
But although my soul I cannot know; With love and strength, I let it flow… I am me….. a rainbow ball???
Let me stand in this forest forever.
Hide here, stay here; leave it never.
I am too weak for the world and it is too big for me.
Submissive to my heart, I can't find a way to be free.
Open trees, open please,
Wrap me in your branches; ground swallow me.
My mind won't leave me alone, I can't ever find a way to be free.
The birds are beautiful and that is enough; I can be satisfied with this.
I eat you, I drink you; I try to swallow you
I read you, I listen to you; I try to embrace you
No change; empty. I will never really feel you.
Shell: Pale, Empty, Silent, Broken,
Me: Aching, Anguish, Hurt, Unspoken.
Shell: Weak, Hollow, Still, Taken,
Me: Yearning, Craving, Heart Forsaken
Thick, Sensitive; Bruise Potential,
Empty, Compulsive; Selection Made,
Mouthful, Juicy; All Sequential,
Stoned, Consumed; Colours Fade.